getting high with life

i need booze. i need weed. i need to get high. i need to go on a shopping spree. i need a break. sigh~

what else? trying to erase something that is not easy to be erased?

i don't need love because i already have it =)

help to me to build a new life. i need a new one. i found a good architect who will help me to build one.. i don't know if he's good but it's worth a try =)

the ideal gift for myself

May May's 'Koi Fish'

the letter 'M' - wonder what it stands for? :P

latest pics from my cousin May May.. she went to Miri for tattooes!

i know.. it's not in my new year resolution. but it keeps ringing in my head for the past few years. only it was forbidden to think of it all the time. and now, im free.. free to do whatever i want. err~ not too free though, but at least i can do what i want with the supportive permission *wink-wink*

i know what i want, and i know whats right and whats wrong. it only depends on whether i should continue or not. to take care of ones feelings. that's most important for me. if u're unhappy, then i'm unhappy too :D

i don't care what people think. to hell with their perceptions. they have the right to say it. and i have the right to do it.

coming soon!

opening a new chapter

after pain of journey, i finally found a road leading to happines. but it's still unclear. the sign leading the way is still blurry. during this past few months, i was in a teribble situation where it makes me feel soo weak. till then, when everything is over, i soon found myself looking back the way trying to get out from the wrong way i was into. then i found the 'junction'. i asked myself "is this the end of the road where i have to chose the right way?"

it's not the end of the story.. it's only starting to create a new chapter in my life.