Parts of my loved ones

26th June 2010

My weekends with my dearest childhood girlfriends. I was very sad and upset because hubby was not there to spend time with me. My girlfriends helped to cheer me up. It was supposed to be the day for our fitting costume, but i have to understand that hubby is busy working and not able to accompany me on that day.. But nevermind, my girls were there for me and plus I had so much fun. At least it made me happy for a while when I'm not thinking about hubby. It's been 18 years of friendship, and yet we're still going strong.

Our 18 years of friendship. The bonds of sisterhood is always there.
Love them very much.
And I missed my other girlfriends too.
Some went missing, but yet still struggling to catch up with them.

28th June 2010

My students of Year 5 made a surprise for me. I was busy writing something on the board when the class monitor, Rinddy told me they have something for me. They took it out, it was a cake, ordered by my students. It was a belated teachers day gift for me. I feel so touched! It was an honour for me as a new teacher. I remembered the past 6 months being their class teacher, I'm one of the fierce one, and yet they still like me ☺

The looks on their innocent faces makes me feel warmth. I know sometimes they are very hard to handle. But they are just normal kids, only with a bit naughty attitude. The smile on their faces looking at me smiling as I received the cake from them, makes them even more happier. So, without waiting any longer, Rinddy and Bryan helped me to cut the cake and giving it to the whole class. They were very happy.. cake eating plus no lesson on that day..

Didn't manage to take a photo of the cake, but I promised them to organize a small makan-makan for them this coming Thursday. They smiled eagerly. Their faces glows waiting for Thursday to come. I smiled happily looking at their happy faces.

I'm Tired

I don't know how to let it out.

I've been nagging about it for weeks. Our 'big day' is something special that needs special attention. It's not about saying it and the next thing it's already done. NO. It's all about good planning.

I'm too tired now to think of it. I admit I get carried away on the plannings. But now, I just don't know how, where and when to start. Few more months to go, and it's almost there but yet, not even a single plan that have been done.

I'm trying to understand the whole situation. What's happening now. I know that preparing it need patience and trust and more patience. How can you deal with it when it's few months away but still, even a date was not confirmed? Sigh~~

Too upset now. I'm giving up almost everything. I'll just let the time decide, whether it can happen or not this year. Cross fingers, I do want it to happen this year but hey, time will tell.

I'm too tired to argue about the whole thing. I'll just have to wait.

Money Is Not Everything...

Money can buy a house, but not a home,
Money can buy a bed, but not sleep,
Money can buy a clock, but not time,
Money can buy a book, but not knowledge,
Money can buy food, but not appetite,
Money can buy position, but not respect,
Money can buy blood, but not life,
Money can buy medicine, but not health,
Money can buy sex, but not love,
Money can buy insurance, but not safety,

Ask yourself, can money really buy the happiness that your heart truly desires?

It was never about money. It's all about something that truly makes you feel worth it. Something that always makes you feel appreciated, loved and cared. We just can't buy feelings. Even when I'm broke, I'm still happy eventhough it's been a rough time without money. If there's someone who's willing to be with you when you're broke or in critical situation, I believe, the support and the happiness is the pillar to overcome everything that's blocking your way.

I just can't understand, why do we have to work like a dog just for the sake of money that can't buy the happiness? :(

Before 30 Wish List and Priorities..

Living together will be the next episode in my life. I'm no longer daddy's or mummy's girl. I belong to someone whom I truly love. I have my own dream of happiness, and I hope to have it one day. Here some of my wish list i wish to achieve before I reach 30. I'll try to achieve whatever I can, hopefully some of my dreams may come true. Although some are of course soon-to-be, but still, it's considered something that I want to have before I hit the age '30' ☺ ♥

.. and the lists are ..


1. Settle down - with my new title Mrs. Yong ☺ ♥


2. My dream car - Mitsubishi Airtrek
(fell in love with this baby!)


3. Toyota Caldina GT
Not my dream car but since hubby likes it so much,
so consider it in my wish list lah~


4. Babies! ☺
Yea, to have a family of my own with hubby..


5. Fabulous Male Female 17' Sport Rim
For my baby Molly.


.. and this list will be updated again ☺

My loved ones are always my top priorities. They're above anything else that matters to me. Hubby is always on the top, whatever it is. Why? I'll do anything for the person I love. Sounds pathetic? Slave of love? I know it may sound so traditional, but when it comes to marriage, i'd prefer the old style. I'm still into this traditional thingy, where the wife cooks and do the house cleaning, like whatever normal housewife do. I believe in marriage life, there's always give and take. And I trust hubby and thanked him for always giving me my own space, eventhough I lose control of myself, his understandings and rationality leads us to become more forgiving and forgetting. I really appreciate everything that I have at the moment..

baby Molly

Since yesterday I arrived from my hometown, I haven't unpacked my things. It's still in the baskets and luggage. Dang! I miss hubby~

Been online since afternoon, downloading my favourite Korean movie - Lovers in Paris and few songs for me and baby Molly to listen and sing together ☺ Spent my free time surfing the net trying to figure out where to find all those smiley symbols I saw some people been doing that on FB for quite some time. Yeah, I know sounds out-dated kan?! Well, not an IT type but hey, at least i'm learning..

1st day baby Molly traveled that far, slow and steady.

We'll see how she improve the next day ☺

back to school

After enjoying our 'long' holiday... i'm soo not in the mood to go back to Tenom.

Here I am now, in my rumah sewa.. figuring out how to entertain myself. I miss home very much. I miss hubby very much. Honestly, I'm not in the mood teaching tomorrow. Give me few days to adapt back the 'teaching spirit' :)

During holidays, most of my times were at home. Spending my time with my dogs Bruno, Max, Scarlett, Blackie, Roxy, Lomu and Lanun. Besides doing house cleaning, cooking and bla bla bla, like most of the maids to, that's my job. World Cup fever? Nah.. I'm not in the mood at the moment. Couldn't feel the 'heat'.. I wonder why.. hhmm~~~

Our pre-wedding photoshoot session had to be postponed to next month. Hubby had to go outstation, and he's been in Labuan since the last 3 weeks. Tension~ But what to do, no reason why I should ask him not to go. Talking about pre-wedding, too much tensions arise. Planning is a mess, and we seems can't find a 'time' to discuss and to make it the final decisions. Guess it's part of the ups and downs for going-to-be-married-couples.. I hope everything will be just fine. At least, there's still mutual understanding between us, and at least we still have the time to spend time with each other, forgetting everything that's trying to make us apart.

Baby Molly will be going to school tomorrow, hopefully everything will be just fine. Hubby said I drove too fast while going down the hill. Really didn't notice that, guess the speeding excitement is already there.. hehe~

Ok, time to check my emails. Will be around again :)